A friend told me recently that she wished she had the same motivation to write a blog as I appear to have. I replied that it’s not the fact I’m blogging that motivates me… it’s what I’m interested in that I want to write about.
I don’t think much about blogging. Writing is not the point: while I love writing, my blog is just a side-effect, or a kind of “exhaust”, of life and everything I practice.
Exhaust is really too negative a term – there’s a connotation with pollution – for the hopefully positive, constructive, and interesting things I want to share. The purpose behind this blog is to keep a record, to explore thoughts related to what I do, and to put these ideas out for other people.
Why keep a record
It’s hitting me recently how easy it is to forget stuff. I found a stack of revision notes from my final year of university: very detailed notes, complete with dates, names, timelines – most of which I’ve forgotten. I can’t recall them in detail. I enjoyed the course – and did well in the tests – but where’s the knowledge now? It all seems a bit vague.
Details seem to very quickly fall out of conscious memory. Fortunately, we have computers to remember for us. Without infantilizing us (though some think so), we can store and share documents, keep a written record, and share data about our lives so it’s not entirely lost in memory. Twitter’s quite good for keeping a record. Flickr is good for keeping a record of photos. I value my blog, not least because its presence recently took me to Helsinki.
What I value most, actually, is my LiveJournal which I’ve kept since around 2003, which is a kind of private, online diary. It’s really interesting to look back and see patterns and developments in things that I write and record. Again, I’m shocked at how much I forget, so I’m placing more value on writing things down, recording things, taking photographs.
Apart from organizing and collecting data – which Flickr does really well – I want to analyse and synthesise, which blogging allows. I know that everything I experience is somewhere in my head, but really thinking about it, and analysing it, makes it more useful to me because I think it through more carefully and make new connections.
Blogging makes experiences more useful to others: by publishing in public, it’s at least accessible for other human beings to peruse – and they can choose whether to J-key-toss it, read it, or share it.
My own personal mid-year resolution is to do this more often: record things and ideas I like, take more photographs, analyse more (and better), update my blog more often.